arrrrr g i am sooooooo pissed off with the world right now.

at school i had to do lunch duty because the people that where supposed to be doing second half didnt turn up so i had to do it. I wish people could treat the 6th former on duty with some respect -we are intelliigent human beings people!!!!!!!!

some of the lies are just rediculous 

me; have you wiped the table 
liar; urrrrmmmm.......yes
me; which table
liar;the clean one
me; which one
liar; umm..........
me; stop lying and go and clean it
liar; but its that one *waves hand in air vaugley*
me; show me
liar; the one with all the people on it *runs out of door before i can stop them*

for god sake if you are going to lie do it convincingly, i have had to wipe tables since i was 11 and so do you.

the worst thing is when they are so rude to you - that was what got me really wound up

a kid called zoe  walked right past me while i was asking her if she had done the tables ignoring me - i continued to ask to she stood infront of the door not awnsering, or even looking at me. HELLO I can see you, standing still doesnt make you invisible. After repeating my self several times she adventually turned round to laugth in my face and be really rude, all attitude and stuck up. After about a minute she finnaly picked up the wash cloth making sure that she splashed dirty water all over me and the floor and didnt even do the job properly just dabbed the table with it a few times. At this point i was so pissed of i tried to make her dry up the mess on the floor she had made but the bitch pushed me out of the way and went out the door. So i made her friend abbi stay behind to dry up (i knew that zoe wouldnt leave without her girly gang) but i go so much lip from abbi who looks like a bouncer who had also been being a pain and refused to help wash up with her friend "I cant bend over to clean the floor I might hurt my back,/ you do it,/ *insert random abuse*/, shes not my friend why should I do it, /you do it " kind of shit . Adventually zoe came back to the door so I went out and tried to make her come back in and clean up.

She was so moody threw the cleaning towel on the floor and stamped on it,(apparenty that counts as leaning up) then stormed off with the rest of her stupid gang.

No 6th former likes doing lunch duty, it is anoying, boring, disguting at times and we dont need the agro. yet we get treated like shit by people and it isnt fair.

the worst thing is getting towled - thats when someone grabs one of the towels used for cleaning up food and gunk and they either ring it down your neck or push it into your face - this all started when my mate did it to me as a joke but since then two kids (like tiny tinys -10 years old ect..) have done this to em and it is gross. worst thing is you cant report them if you dont know their names - they either give you fake names (donald duck ect..) or they give you the name of the kids they dont like so they get in trouble instead of them and usefully everyone around suddenly has never seen them before. 

everyone laugths at you and jeers at you - its shit.

the worst thing those is when i told my mum about the abi and zoe incident she took their side saying that it wsnt thier fault they just didnt like being told what to do by someone a year older than them - well tougth i dont want the job but i ahve to do it and i will egt in trouble if i let them walk out. i was so upset - my mum never seems to take my side and just emotionaly abandons me - i cried the whole way home. 


RAAAARRRG even more anoyed now my sister ahs her friend over and gues what her first comment is after my mum gives them dinner.... "your house is full of really old junk, you should sell it on cash inthe attic or somin'" EXCUSE me but just who are you we have given you hospitality and all you can do is be rude, sorry if we arent as rich as your perfect family.  just FUCK off will you. they then went into my bedrooma nd started pricing up my stuff to sell - the bloody cheek. How dare they treat me ,my house and my mum like this.

i just feel really unhappy now - no one seems to show me any respect sometimes.